+*+ Giving up on her? +*+

Do you think i should wait more longer for her?

Even tho many girls ive see so beautifull i still wont care. huhuhu when i love someone, ill Love her .

And i cant forget her.

Now. . .its 10 month since i masuk Collage.

Why i say like that? Because, i dono la my fellings correct or not...its tell me...im boring her..

i affraid that...IM boring HER....

:(

am i boring person? yeah maybe i am..eh...I AM....

T_______________T

Well...ill keep waiting her for answer. huhu

I REALY WANT THE ANSWER! ! !. . . .

i hope my fellings are wrong 100% WRONG!!!

im waiting to say I LOVE U! for u.

T_T damit! i dono why but im falling in love with her. . .

when i first time see her. . . im started to like her. Some of my instinct say she is good and got dark past? well...thats across in my mind on that day. Even she simple but i dont care! ^_^

Forget the past and move on. . .

Well sometimes i think bout that. . . i think my past...T_T

when i sad. . . i remember this word huhu

_ _ _ _ _ _ : especially u help to boost me up.

ow my GOD!

Nvm . . . ill be your secret admire. and ur shadow >_< * ngam ka tu aa? ala hentam jak la speking* haha

but im serius!!! T__T

i Affraid to tell u that i love u or i like u,

i affraid that. . .my fellings will hurt. . .

i affraid that she will never ever ever again SMS me..or Contect me..or See me..T__T

let it be a

Secret . . .

Ps: ITS NOT ABOUT MY EX! ITS SOMEONE ELSE!

damit . . .

+*+ My Love Money +*+

Yesterday when i want to go Cosmopoint, i sit at the back. . . then, i dono what and why i feel i want to look down cuz i feel like something at down the Bus chair, then i look lah... then i see familiar with the shape and the colour. Then i take it. . . .

* Blur for a while *

. . . .

* I look at the back of the Object *

* Got WB in it *

HO!!! ITS MY LOVE MONEY!!! ^O^v

Hehehe

Panda make the Love money when watch movie . . .huhuhu

i want keep!!

* This is the Old one*

no one give me before..T_T..

so its my Lucky Love money ^_^!

Tq Panda~ ^*^

hhuhuhu

Before this hilang bah the Love Money. So i ask panda do do new one....>_<>

* This is the New one*

but nevm....i found the old! ^_^

♥ Love Money ♥

♥ Lucky day ♥

+*+ Emo +*+

Huhuhuhu..lately im being emo to much...T_T.....cuz of her..haiz....i must follow panda say..

Let it go! >_<

well i am..im trying harder then before to forget her.

huhu...

hurm..i dono wat to say ody....

oya kan..i never tell my life at collage..kakakkaka

after my class finish today i cerita kan sma u all...wkakkakaka...kinnda boring tho xD

k ..chow..i want go pong2 ody...papai~

+*+ Wan ding +*+

Its almost a year, i still love her, miss her, and miss her first kiss. SHE'S THE ONE WHO KISSED ME AT THE FIRST TIME !!!

I CANT FORGET THAT SO SWEET!!! T^T

When night she call me. . .

when i sick she sms me. . .

when i broke she help me. . .

but i also help her pay back...:( so pain ow...haiz...this year so emo...T^T

When i break with her, i think its a joke. . . cuz. . . she have told me everyting about Stay together.

I keep the promise but why she dosent do wat i do to her...huhuhu

if i got silap. . .please forgive me... i dono wat to say... T^T,,,

but still love u!

u change me,

u give me new life,

i had enjoy and become a cheerfull person at that time.

now...haiz....i too frust....

T^T

now im smoker...

liar...

i taking a weed... wtf with that.zzzz

T^T

MY LIFE NOT COMPLETE WITHOUT U WANDING!

i need u T^T....

i dono how many years to recover my self....:(

maybe 3 or 4 year...i realy love u. . . .deeply...

T^T...help me....huhuhu panda...come...stab stab my head....

cant forget this thing..:(

panda~ T^T